By the time goes by …I can see more or less what I lived, and maybe that I’m in peace with myself … this music represented my love, my suffer and now, this music represent that my experience loving someone wasn’t wrong at all, it represents a kind feeling, not love, not either attractiong, but respect.
Maybe, I was wrong all the time thinking that love was awful feeling, by my experience, I can say, I was already giving up about that rare feeling.But who knows if this doesnt’t change a little huh ? Not saying that she’s a bad person, but our realtionship didn’t ended well …
Listening to this music I remember, how happilly I lived those days with someone, but of course, right now I don’t pretend to meet her, I prefer to live my live at the fullest … try to find my way … wherever it is …
I believe that warm feeling is maybe that nostalgic feeling, that something was good enought to remember and keep it to yourself, but not live it again or try to repeat it, and maybe a little mix of respect.
It’s funny how this same music made me write more than 3 types of feelings, love, sadness, and thankfulness.
Dam you Shimizu Shota and Katou Miliyah …
But I’m fine writting those words, I’m not sad anymore, neither in love, but I’m happy with myself.
Wherever you are dear person, thanks for those days.
Wishing my kind regards.